{"content":{"sharePage":{"page":0,"digests":[{"id":"28087895","dateCreated":"1286403774","smartDate":"Oct 6, 2010","userCreated":{"username":"tupilz","url":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/view\/tupilz","imageUrl":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/pic\/1285864044\/tupilz-lg.jpg"},"monitored":false,"locked":false,"links":{"self":"https:\/\/unfathomableaffection.wikispaces.com\/share\/view\/28087895"},"dateDigested":1532254015,"startDate":null,"sharedType":"discussion","title":"The Reverse for I Miss Him","description":"Early afternoon in a student\u2019s patio
\nI bring with me my radio
\nA gentle love song hummed my ear
\nAnd felt so sleepy, I just can\u2019t bear
\n
\nThen there it goes, my eyes went close
\nWith a think of him as my heart proposed
\nHow great it feels to sleep like this
\nAnd dream of him \u2018coz he\u2019s all I miss
\n
\n\u201cIf you love me, tell me and let me feel it
\nSo that I know I\u2019m worth it
\nBut if not, gently make a whisper
\nEven if it won\u2019t make my heart prosper
\n
\nI know it\u2019s not easy
\nBut things have just been so quirky
\nI love you but you\u2019re aggravated
\nIt hurts to be unwanted
\nMy life has been so attached with you
\nBut I sense no more care from you\u201d
\n
\nTears just came falling
\nAs much as I prevent it but I couldn\u2019t
\nI love him that much
\nI need him so much
\nIf only I could make this all stop
\n
\nA sudden shrugged on my shoulder wakes me up
\nAnd a quick hug shocked me from my back
\n\u201cI love you so much
\nI miss you that much
\nTime has been so villain
\nTo let us be away for this long
\nBut now I\u2019m here, let\u2019s spend each day again\u201d
\n
\nHearing those words have given me relief
\nFor it's my love I believe
\nA love in you that's in me
\nAlways will be reality
\nNightmares could never break me
\nFor I know dreams are the reverse of reality...","replyPages":[{"page":0,"digests":[{"id":"28135403","body":"(kirstie): like the poem soo much.. :) jessa, put your name right after the title to avoid any 'disclaimer' of this poem..","dateCreated":"1286476257","smartDate":"Oct 7, 2010","userCreated":{"username":"tupilz","url":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/view\/tupilz","imageUrl":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/pic\/1285864044\/tupilz-lg.jpg"}},{"id":"28848537","body":"aw .. lage kpud kirs buh ??
\n
\nsa mga "disclaimer" .. ako ni oyyyy !!!!
\n
\nhehehhe .. chokxx lang ! :P","dateCreated":"1287676256","smartDate":"Oct 21, 2010","userCreated":{"username":"tupilz","url":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/view\/tupilz","imageUrl":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/pic\/1285864044\/tupilz-lg.jpg"}}],"more":0}]},{"id":"27878193","dateCreated":"1285984556","smartDate":"Oct 1, 2010","userCreated":{"username":"kirstiebolos","url":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/view\/kirstiebolos","imageUrl":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/pic\/1285857423\/kirstiebolos-lg.jpg"},"monitored":false,"locked":false,"links":{"self":"https:\/\/unfathomableaffection.wikispaces.com\/share\/view\/27878193"},"dateDigested":1532254016,"startDate":null,"sharedType":"discussion","title":"The Other","description":""The Other"
\n"The other"
\nby: Kirstie B. Bolos
\n(August 16, 2010)
\n
\nCould have been so good if you're here,
\ncould have been so nice to know you'll be there
\nwhy did you kept on doing this to me?
\nwhen all I want is to see you beside me?
\n
\nWas it a sort of a punishment?
\nare you happy seeing me this way?
\nthis was never a part of our agreement,
\ndoes this have to do with the passing of days?
\n
\nhave I done something wrong?
\nare you that tired being with me?
\nwhy is it I feel this won't last long,
\nthat you've been dying to erase me...
\n
\nI know we've started out in a wrong way,
\nyet I've been living and loving you everyday,
\nthis whole thing wasn't in my control,
\nit just started with a simple phone call.
\n
\nyou knew that I love you then,
\nbut why did you have to do the same,
\nwhen you knew it was all wrong,
\nthat everything is not bound to last long...
\n
\nI hate you yet I love you too much to just let you go,
\nI hate these facts I'm facing now 'cause of you,
\nit's killing me yet I really want to win you,
\neven if I knew I can only kiss you and not to have you...
\n
\nI hurts me but I don't want to ruin one's life
\n'cause I know that I don't own you and I'm not your wife,
\nI didn't wished for this whole thing to happen,
\nI'm just a lie and one of your "other women".
\n
\nAnd now I'm paying the price of this lie,
\nit's worth is the pain that I have inside,
\nI missed you yet I can't afford seeing you,
\nI just wish to move on and be happy too.
\n
\n
\nNOTE: not related to my personal life experience at all...","replyPages":[{"page":0,"digests":[{"id":"28135453","body":"what a story.. tsk3..","dateCreated":"1286476311","smartDate":"Oct 7, 2010","userCreated":{"username":"tupilz","url":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/view\/tupilz","imageUrl":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/pic\/1285864044\/tupilz-lg.jpg"}}],"more":0}]},{"id":"27877605","dateCreated":"1285982236","smartDate":"Oct 1, 2010","userCreated":{"username":"kirstiebolos","url":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/view\/kirstiebolos","imageUrl":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/pic\/1285857423\/kirstiebolos-lg.jpg"},"monitored":false,"locked":false,"links":{"self":"https:\/\/unfathomableaffection.wikispaces.com\/share\/view\/27877605"},"dateDigested":1532254016,"startDate":null,"sharedType":"discussion","title":"September's Love","description":""September's Love"
\n
\nBy: Kirstie Bolos
\n
\n(August 11, 2010)
\n
\n
\n
\nIt was a whirl wind beginning,
\n
\nIt was an unexpected thing to happen.
\n
\nI fell in with my own illusions,
\n
\nWhen I realized that I was totallycaught by my own emotions.
\n
\n
\n
\nI tried to put it in a test,
\n
\nBut guessed it was meant to happen.
\n
\nI felt awful knowing the state I'm in,
\n
\nI'm not ready yet I gave in.
\n
\n
\n
\nIronic as it may seem to be,
\n
\nI kept putting it in a test to provesomething.
\n
\nSomething that was already proven tome,
\n
\nI just don't know how to face reality then.
\n
\n
\n
\nMy past still haunts me and hurts me,
\n
\nAnd I've been damn honest to mypresent.
\n
\nI assumed he would stop there,
\n
\nBut I was totally ashamed 'cause hedidn't.
\n
\n
\n
\nI was hurt and feel stupid then.
\n
\nI'm with someone yet something pulledme back -
\n
\nBack buried so alive with my lastmem'ries.
\n
\nBut somehow, it helped me to choose tosurvive.
\n
\n
\n
\nIt took a lot of time before I realizeI'm falling too fast,
\n
\nHe was so good to me and so veryexpressive.
\n
\nI never felt as to what I felt thatvery moment of blast.
\n
\nIt was a blast done by my own affection.
\n
\n
\n
\nI found myself looking forward of seeing him,
\n
\nHaving the chance to spend the daybeside him,
\n
\nHaving that moment where I could just look at him
\n
\n"Am I obsessed?" I wondered as I tooka peak to him.
\n
\n
\n
\nFunny how I imagined myself again withsomeone,
\n
\nAs if I was so sure I'll end up withhim soon,
\n
\nStrange yet it was my way of stayinghappy.
\n
\nIt was one way of forgetting my sad history.
\n
\n
\n
\nHe was the first one who did a lot ofmy "first-times"
\n
\nMy first time to experience a real'court'
\n
\nMy first time to experience a fightdone personally
\n
\nMy very first time to experience I'm worth the wait.
\n
\n
\n
\nHe even brought me home for the firsttime,
\n
\nHe never fails to give me everymorning after our flag ceremony some small flowers,
\n
\nHe never fails waiting for meeverytime we'll be having an emergency meeting,
\n
\nHe never fails treating me well allthe time.
\n
\n
\n
\nHe's someone who could bring out theother side of me,
\n
\nSomething that no other man could everdo at that time
\n
\nHe's someone who could be trusted andworth to be treasured,
\n
\nHe's someone who you can rely on toevery time.
\n
\n
\n
\nHe might be someone who can be attimes annoying,
\n
\nBut he can be the piece you'remissing.
\n
\nWhen he went silent, you'll be damnworry,
\n
\nHe just has this something you can't identify.
\n
\n
\n
\nI may have a lot of disappointmentfeelings because of him,
\n
\nBut with his words I end up hatingmyself instead.
\n
\nHe's just so special to me, to mylife.
\n
\nHe became one of the reasons why Iwould love to see the next day.
\n
\n
\n
\n"Why do I love him?
\n
\nAm I obsessed with him?
\n
\nCan I let the day end without hearingfrom him?"
\n
\nDo I have to have the reasons why I'mhappy with him?
\n
\n
\n
\nIt was just a matter of building upsomething without expecting,
\n
\nIt was a matter of how we are whenwe're together,
\n
\nIt was more of what we can give thanto what we can gain in return,
\n
\nIt was a matter of putting everythingin God's care.
\n
\n
\n
\nSo if someone would ask me why I stayed in love with him for almost 3 straight years,
\n
\nI'll be smiling with all my heart evenif I can't tell you why I love him
\n
\nTwo things are for sure, it's not the years,
\n
\nAnd he gave me no reasons why I shouldn't love him,
\n
\n
\n
\nIt was a September's love that hit usthen,
\n
\nCan't tell whether it will last for solong or will end when,
\n
\nAll I could think as of now is thatI'm having a good time with you.
\n
\nI can't fathom how I'm so grateful and blessed of having you.
\n
\n
\n
\nAnd in this eighteenth line of mypoem,
\n
\nI would like to say my thank you toyou and to everyone who were so supportive to us,
\n
\nThanks for sharing your life with meand letting me feel at home,
\n
\nI would treasure you all and won't putyou in my past.
\n
\n
\n
\nP.S: This poem goes to everyone who wereable to witnessed my roller coaster life... my family and my friends are part ofmy inspiration of making this poem so as my Mr. September \u2665\u2665\u2665","replyPages":[{"page":0,"digests":[{"id":"28135321","body":"who's mr. sept? it's someone so dear to Kirstie right now.. :)","dateCreated":"1286476159","smartDate":"Oct 7, 2010","userCreated":{"username":"tupilz","url":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/view\/tupilz","imageUrl":"https:\/\/www.wikispaces.com\/user\/pic\/1285864044\/tupilz-lg.jpg"}}],"more":0}]}],"more":false},"comments":[]},"http":{"code":200,"status":"OK"},"redirectUrl":null,"javascript":null,"notices":{"warning":[],"error":[],"info":[],"success":[]}}